so i think only 30 some days left in school and thats ridiculous. i'm not sure im so ready to be done. everyone always says they cant want to get out of highschool. Maybe its because leaving for school means leaving everything i love about here and leaving all of my friends. By the time im out of college next year, my home will be in delaware, no longer doylestown. another depressing thought.

6 and a half hours away and ill be desperate to see you and ill try not to cry but i know i will

ive only ever heard of love at first sight in the movies, where nothigns really real. but i think that i believe in it. i dont know how else to really explain that i just knew and i still know. and something will always brings me back.

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won’t cry, I won’t cry

I have a new phone since i lost my old one... along with all of my phone numbers. so itd be great if you left me ure phone numbers so i can fix my phone... if not on xanga then my aim is mulberry087. thanks

so... today started out pretty bad... woke up 25 mins before i was supposed to leave for school. got there on time thankfully. after school i went to the bonton and tried to write a check... turns out no one will take my checks cause the bank is stupid and gave me the wrong kind. but things got better when drew and i went to the mall and i got a prom dress! its blue. and then i had to deactivate my phone and so now i have to get all of the phone numbers that i had on my old phone back... soo... if anyone wants to give me their phone numbers so i can get my phone up to par thatd be just wonderful. and ill even write that up at the top cause no one reads thru my posts... oh and if you dont feel like posting ure phone number on a xanga... my aim is mulberry087

haha, this past weekend/into this week was so great. friday night i had work and then went to my friend's bridal shower... well actually friday wasnt so great. but saturday was... with the exception of saturday morning when i woke up 5 mins before i had to be at work... but the rest of work was good. then i got home got all cleaned up and went to drews. in all that rain. i hydroplaned for the first time ever too! scared me half to death... but it was a well-spent rainy day. then sunday drew and i went to a new church and didnt like it but then i got to spend the rest of the day with him until i had to go to church... where, for those of you who know mrs sparling... yea, gave her a wedgie... i had to though - with how she always pulls my shirts down if you can see my back, and complains about girls who let their underwear show. it was priceless.

and then yesterday was mediocre, im kinda having doubts about going so far away for college. idk how well its gonna go. but i can always transfer if its that bad... yoga tonite too, which was nice, anthony was there, and he works wonders with those hands of his...

oh yea and alicia and i had to write a dialogue involving food today for english class... it went as such...

katelin- so we've been hiding in this log for a good day now, i dont think that bear is going to be coming back.

alicia- yea, looks like it ate all of our food. . . and im kinda hungry

katelin- me too

alicia- shall we scavenge? i learned a little about it in girlscouts.

katelin- you're still in girl scouts?

alicia- no...

katelin- Look! potatoes over there! on the vine! i love potatoes!

alicia- wait, potatoes dont grow on a vine... and those are purple... and little...

katelin- touche.

alicia- see anything else?

katelin- there's a catepillar

alicia- this isn't the lion king, katelin

katelin- such a great movie, but underated. did you know, that markis from smart guy is the singing voice of simba?

alicia- blank stare...so i think those might be poisonous berries

katelin- hunger... poison...

alicia- do it... do it...

katelin- ::eats berry:: kinda tastes like purple pez

alicia- speaking of pez, want some, its scooby doo

katelin- nice!... wait, youve had those the whole time?

alicia- well i was saving them for a special occasion

katelin- real nice...

alicia- so how are you feeling?

katelin - to tell you the truth my stomach kinda burns and im feeling hints of nausea and disorientation

alicia- similar to the symptoms of berry poisoning i learned about in girl scouts last week... i mean... last year...

katelin- well i wouldnt know that, im not in girl scouts

alicia- maybe we should take you to the hospital... can i have the keys?

katelin - yea sure, heres my cell phone too, maybe we should call ahead.

the end.

why not...

01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year. (well if you add it up)
02. I still watch cartoons.
03. I've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want more piercings.
10. But I can't ever get any more. 
11. I love to watch the rain.
12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone
special and talk.
13. I didnt believe in true love when i was younger.
14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
15. Sometimes I cry for no darn reason.
16. I cry about stupid things.
17. I hate being walked all over and treated like
crap.
18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am,
and what I like.
19. I love music.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i
believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm sometimes a loud person.
23. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes.
25. I hate it when people criticize me for what I
like.
26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
28. I'm a weird person.
29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown.
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.
33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few VERY close friends.
36. Okay, i have like 2 friends.
37. I need to lose weight.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching tv.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode.
43. I love Winter.
44. I'm addicted to AIM.
45. I have trouble trusting people. ... though itd probably be better for me if i did
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family
48. I loathe hot weather.
50. I hate shaving my legs.
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers.
55. I don't always like the way I look.
57. I'm a daydreamer.
58. I like when my friends write me letters, it makes
me feel special.
59. I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend.
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself
when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my friends.
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry.
64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school.
66. I love all candy, well, most.
67. I get my feelings hurt really easy.
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than
outer beauty.
69. I wear pants a lot
70. I am often bored.
71. I like to say what's on my mind.
72. I hate blue jeans.
73. I'm online a lot.
74. I have 2 goldfish.
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I need to work out more.
77. I like being alone at certain times.
78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
79. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I
love.
80. I hate shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic.
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
84. I wish my brother didn't die.
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking
really far out of the back of their pants
86. I need to be showed I'm loved.
87. I wish I was better
88. I hate discrimination.
89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
90. I have a cute car.
91. I love glitter.
92. I sometimes wish I was more social.
93. I love my close friends.
94. I love to have fun.
95. I get amused easily.
96. I'm a lazy butt.
97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies